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to my writing archives
This is where I keep and post all of my old poems, night thoughts, unspoken words, and everything else that came up to my hazy mind.
rage
Madness came when the rain
stopped pouring
Emptiness filling in a shattered mirror
For those, who resist
Sorrow will be set loose
Faster than time
For some other, triumph soared in the air
High like a fountain of solid colours
While one's strength within
is corrupted
The lifeless soul has fallen
Deep, into the depth of disillusion
It can no longer wait
For I do not know where the missing home lies
Long gone and hidden
As hard as curving a smiling moon
On a face that made of scars
Rage's built on
a stoic child
Oh what a sinner had done
drawing pages of unknown plans
​
- a.n.l.
BROKEN LIGHTS
Chain of gold
Hanging round your shoulder
So slightly
Just like a fly on my glass’ lip
Eclipsed, rounded ray of lights
Leaving a cold temptation
I threw these pockets of paper untouched
Darkened waterfall etched on a bruised skin
Unstopped, though not yet began
This world has turned upside-down
You have nothing but your own hands
To push everyone from afar
I am no perfect actor
Nor philosopher
This is just some reminder of what’s
To come
Cause all I know is how to crack my fingers
Til these lights in your room will start to flicker
Like the exploding city lights, on a December's night
I’ll be the one who shut it down
You have nowhere to run
​
- a.n.l.
november rain
Snowflakes on your palms
Just how I ignore of the world
For everything upon your shine
It may be the rain drops
I catch in my hand
Or perhaps the voices
Of the leaves beneath my feet
And how the freezing wind
Bringing the colours to fade
Into a white, virgin cold
Keeping these frozen tears
Etched on my mouth
​
-a.n.l.
INTO THE SPOTLIGHT
Straight in the line of a breakdown
Through the years of wait and worry
That won’t seem to go
Don’t you believe in fate?
I saw it in a distance
Far away
Somewhere I could not reach
Though I hope you would
There’s nothing for me to say
Only some words of a prayer
Some light will find a way
For us to shine
Like the neon lights
In your mirror
You saw yourself
Coming so far
From a place I’ve ever been
Now you’re there living the feeling
I once had
Take it back
Cause now I’m on the verge of falling
-a.n.l.
ruins upon the shore
A vast horizon
Across the eastern sea
There stood a broken piece
A single living memory
That buried
In a fallen world
Will you be the one I’m coming for?
Or is it just the memory that calling me back
Or the footsteps we left
Carved on the shore
For the waves to wash
Lost in the deepest dawn
I’ll find a way
Somewhere in between
Cause tomorrow is so long
And yesterday is too far gone
-a.n.l.
MISERY
We grew behind a shadow
As we got older
We wrote things to hide
As we hid behind words to speak
A lot is lost when you forget
Not some Parisienne
Getting her bridges
On the tip of her scented fingers
Strolling down the streets along the river
I may not hold the lost part you seek
But maybe, just maybe there's a chance you'll see
I have more to give than take
Not some painter you'll see their drawings on a gallery
But between these papers I hang all my misery
Maybe, just maybe you'll read through me
Where your old soul lies beneath
​
-a.n.l.