There's nothing else I miss more
than following my heart
Forgive me for everything I never meant to become
Moments that leave my memory
The walls I burn down never collapse
A secret passage I build
for no one to find out
All the money and lies
I grew up with
like a fuel I tried to wash out
but the smell remained still
no matter how hard you try to make it go
Confusion and judgement
painting my water heart
Not a damsel in distress
calling for help
Not more than a pair of empty eyes
that believed too much
What have I prepared for the afterlife
A question will forever be haunting me
Temptations and sins
are sung like verses of curse with beautiful music
It's scary how lies fall so easily from our lips
like rain you never expected
and ended drowning you up
Cause we always pretend that everything is more beautiful than its worth
-a.n.l.
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